Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Holy Guacamole!!!

For those of you that know me really well, you know my favorite phrase is "Holy Guacamole!!" I use it when I am surprised, scared, stressed, and excited, among other things. Well, right now, when I think of my wedding the only thought that comes to my head is "Holy Guacamole!!" I think it is because it sums up all of my emotions...surprised, scared, stressed, and excited.

Surprised. I am surprised because it is 3 DAYS AWAY!!! If you look at the top of my blog, the little bride and groom are pretty much holding hands. I am surprised that it came this fast, but on the other hand it has felt like forever. I am surprised that I am actually getting married. I am surprised I tricked Travis into marrying me. :) I am surprised that things are starting to come together. I am surprised all the siblings (especially his because there are 9 of them) can make it. I am surprised that most of our closest friends can come (I will miss you Katie). I am surprised that I leave in the morning.

Scared. I am scared that not everything will get done in time. I still have to finish making my bouquet, guestbook, and picture frames for the guestbook...oh, and pack. I am scared that things won't be perfect and I will stress out even though I keep telling myself not to. I am scared that I am going to forget something. I am scared that I won't have everything I need for the cruise. I am scared I am going to be an emotional mess.

Stressed. I love to stress. Why wouldn't I be stressed. This is the day I have looked forward to my whole life and it is finally here. I am stressed basically because I decided to do things myself and I am my own worst critic. My bouquet is giving me the most stress. I still have lots I need to get done and little time to do them. I am stressed because I still don't even know exactly what I am doing with my hair. I just keep telling myself it will all work out.

Excited. I am excited to see Travis and most of all never have to say goodbye to him again. For the past 10 months we just got to visit each other and now we will get to live together, not only in the same city but in the same house. I can't wait! I am excited that instead of us having short visits together, we will have short trips apart. I am excited to spend time with him and start our new life together! I am really excited for our cruise!! We are going to the West Caribbean and it will be a blast! I have never been on a cruise and I am soooooo EXCITED!!

So, HOLY GUACAMOLE!! It's almost here!

2 comments:

Katie said...

I miss you too! I so wish I could be there. I am very excited for you!

Anonymous said...

I hope that all went well. I bet that it was the best day ever. I bet that your bouquet turned out beautiful, and that your hair looked gorgous. I hope that you had a blast on the cruise. I cant wait to see pictures of the wedding. Congradulations! We are so happy for you.
-Tiffany & Kendyl